Life will never goes the way u like..
It is described as the dynamic situation whereby we couldn't change or amend the things that happened around us.. Whereby, we could only live with the way it happened..
You appeared in my life, and u leave without any informing..why?
Why u give me the way u are, but u silently changed it without giving me times?
Why u always like to live the way u are, but u had totally forgotten me?
Why there are so many blaming words that came out from your mouth but u never concern on how i feel？
There is so much why that without an appropriate answer..
Hate you.. is too tiring for me.. love you.. is too far for me..
but compare with you.. i have no doubt that i was hating myself too.. and even more..
why i would never learn to appreciate when somethings good around me..
bii~ i dun mean to hurt u.. but sorry.. this is really how i felt..
there is too much words that unspeakable.. i am not trying to hide..
but i dunno how to speak it out..
still remember i ever asked, why the topic between us is always about them?
actually i was not unhappy with u.. but with myself.. why? i just failed to get rid of him..
if u ask me, do i love him? i think i couldn't answer your question..
because too much of relationship had blurred the vision of mine..
i have no idea, hows a true love like..
i have no idea, how to consider on a true love..
because i had totally lost my direction..
this is one of the reason why i reluctant to say yes..
too much of pressure had lead me to the sorrow of the world..
at the same time, it tore off the love from me to you..
it is too unfair for u to have me right now..
i never regret that what i did..
it doesn't mean that u didn't own my heart..
but is only because.. u re too late to appear in my life..
the reason of the ten thousand.. is a time period for me.. to fully fallen in u..
but i cant make any promises.. and once again sorry..
for not being a total me..
