Such a complicated feeling i have now and i hate it so much!
You have to learn to appreciate your life first before you know how to cherish the one beside you. I hate whenever we quarrel, you always think to suicide. Every couple will quarrel, but i just wish that we could solve everything in a softer and peace way. But not suicide. A mature guy would never do that.
感觉命运很讽刺..曾经,我也总是拿别的男生来气男友.如今却得到报应..
但我真的很感激以前的每一段恋情..就是他们让我更懂得去爱, 让我学会,爱要忍让..
但或许是习惯了你的存在吧。所以当看见了你和她那么的亲近，总有酸酸的感觉。
的却很难受。我试着把一切看透，看化，学着不要太执着，或许会比较开心吧。
但只想让你知道，若你真的在追其他的女孩，请不要把你曾经为我做过的再做一次，好吗？
虽然，和你没结果，但亦是曾经的回忆。
看到时，真的很不开心！！很想大哭一场，尤其是在打电话给你时，你不接。但也要谢谢你，就是因为你的无情，让我想好好的珍惜现在拥有的。就是你的无情，让我想再给他一次机会。
还记得当天，我们所说的承诺吗？若结果真的是负面的，你还会像你所说的那样吗？
或许不会吧。。既然你放手了，我也不会在奢求什么了。。
love is to make you drunk~
Everything started with a sweet memories. Don't you agree? At the beginning, we do everything together, we chat together, we laugh together and it is as simple as that but both of us do laugh with the sincere of out heart. This is the reason why i refuse to say YES. i enjoy the feels that we have our own freedom but both of us are still tighten together closely. I enjoy the feels whereby both of us exist of a goal to accomplish together which is to make me say the word of YES. Don't u notice that everything had changed?
感情是两个人的事情，每一段感情，两个人都必须负起自己因有的责任。
我曾经害怕着所谓的责任，也避免着陷入感情的旋涡里。
但，是你，让我有勇气在踏入，让我有了期望，期待着未来和你的日子。
但毕竟我们不是十全十美的。每个人总有自己的缺点，和优点。
但我不明白，为何和你开始前，你总说着我的优点，但如今却变成了缺点。
曾经，我的友善，我的言行举止都为你带来了欢笑。
你不就是喜欢我总和你说个不停，总是和你闹着玩吗？但为何如今却成了你吃醋的理由。
我了解你不喜欢我和朋友太接近，是因为你真的爱我。所以你害怕失去我。可是当初我不就是这样的和你认识了吗？为何如今的你却讨厌起了我的性格呢？
人往往就是这样，总是在爱时，盲目的说这一切切的承诺，但却忘了，掏空的承诺将变成谎言。I aint perfect but i am always trying to be the whole of yours.
宝贝，你知道吗？爱你是不需要理由的。就是因为爱你，理所当然的为你付出。就是爱你，理所当然的不让你担心。就是爱你，理所当然的发脾气。我很累，但我还是坚持着实行我的承诺。我不要你觉得我不爱你。所以不管我多累，我还是会陪你打球。不管我多累，我还是坚持着陪你回家。不管我多累，还是要满足你的要求。
你知道吗？今天，我拿了十块钱给你。但我却说要换回来的是多一个令的数目。但我其实并不在意所得到的。只是我不要你难堪，不要和你分得太清楚，不要你觉得自己没用。所以才随便的找了个借口。可是你的答案让我发现，你一点都不了解我。即使下个月你没给我，我也不会讨。因为我的目的不在这。但到最后你还是遗失了那张十块钱。讽刺吧？
你知道吗？今天下午，我整天的闷闷不乐，是因为我在想着，两个人在一起是不是真的每一天都要见面呢？我会想你，想要你陪我，但我更加的在意别人觉得我是个怎样的女朋友。我不要别人觉得你和我在一起了就忘了学业忘了工作。我要做的不是个谈谈恋爱的女朋友，而是能互相扶持的走完下半辈子的老婆。可是你却不明白。总以为我会为了这不开心，我会为了这闹脾气。
你知道吗？今天傍晚我去跳舞时，总是望着门口，期待着你的身影。虽然就知道你在楼下，但就是想你能切实的看着我跳舞。突然门口出现了她的身影，和她牵着的他。莫名的我开始羡慕了起来。为什么你就不能忘了尴尬，而好好的陪我一次呢？就像我陪着你去打球一样。当我见到你，你告诉我说你没看到她，我突然间的觉得你在说谎。但我不想再去追问。因为我觉得，你的解释是掩饰着你的在意。
你知道吗？刚刚我和他的谈话，你看见了。我并没有故意的隐藏。但我只想你了解，我并不是个没感情的人。往往过去的回忆能被收起，但不能忘记。既然选着了你，我会一心一意的对你。和他的谈话，并不代表着什么。然而你却为了这些而对我冷淡。然后说了些气话就掉头的走了。我会生气，但我更容易消气。我会不开心，但我只需要一个人静一静。我厌倦了每天苦着脸的恋爱。真的很累。
Love is like an alcoholic drink. We curious about it so we take a sip. As the taste go on, We slowly addicted with it though it is bitter but special enough. After a few more glasses, slowly we had drunk. When we are awake, we suffer from the dizziness and the pains. And soon, we leaved.
Do you remember when is the last maintenance of the pages of us? I don't ask for anything, because i am waiting. I don't tell you anything, because i am expecting. I don't cry, because i wish to smile. I don't smile because i am pain. I wish to remain the way i am because i believe that the one that make u fallen is the one i am right now. But you had slowly forgotten who am i.
突然的觉得，你好不了解我。突然的很想放弃。不如我们就结束吧。
感情是两个人的事情，每一段感情，两个人都必须负起自己因有的责任。
我曾经害怕着所谓的责任，也避免着陷入感情的旋涡里。
但，是你，让我有勇气在踏入，让我有了期望，期待着未来和你的日子。
但毕竟我们不是十全十美的。每个人总有自己的缺点，和优点。
但我不明白，为何和你开始前，你总说着我的优点，但如今却变成了缺点。
曾经，我的友善，我的言行举止都为你带来了欢笑。
你不就是喜欢我总和你说个不停，总是和你闹着玩吗？但为何如今却成了你吃醋的理由。
我了解你不喜欢我和朋友太接近，是因为你真的爱我。所以你害怕失去我。可是当初我不就是这样的和你认识了吗？为何如今的你却讨厌起了我的性格呢？
人往往就是这样，总是在爱时，盲目的说这一切切的承诺，但却忘了，掏空的承诺将变成谎言。I aint perfect but i am always trying to be the whole of yours.
宝贝，你知道吗？爱你是不需要理由的。就是因为爱你，理所当然的为你付出。就是爱你，理所当然的不让你担心。就是爱你，理所当然的发脾气。我很累，但我还是坚持着实行我的承诺。我不要你觉得我不爱你。所以不管我多累，我还是会陪你打球。不管我多累，我还是坚持着陪你回家。不管我多累，还是要满足你的要求。
你知道吗？今天，我拿了十块钱给你。但我却说要换回来的是多一个令的数目。但我其实并不在意所得到的。只是我不要你难堪，不要和你分得太清楚，不要你觉得自己没用。所以才随便的找了个借口。可是你的答案让我发现，你一点都不了解我。即使下个月你没给我，我也不会讨。因为我的目的不在这。但到最后你还是遗失了那张十块钱。讽刺吧？
你知道吗？今天下午，我整天的闷闷不乐，是因为我在想着，两个人在一起是不是真的每一天都要见面呢？我会想你，想要你陪我，但我更加的在意别人觉得我是个怎样的女朋友。我不要别人觉得你和我在一起了就忘了学业忘了工作。我要做的不是个谈谈恋爱的女朋友，而是能互相扶持的走完下半辈子的老婆。可是你却不明白。总以为我会为了这不开心，我会为了这闹脾气。
你知道吗？今天傍晚我去跳舞时，总是望着门口，期待着你的身影。虽然就知道你在楼下，但就是想你能切实的看着我跳舞。突然门口出现了她的身影，和她牵着的他。莫名的我开始羡慕了起来。为什么你就不能忘了尴尬，而好好的陪我一次呢？就像我陪着你去打球一样。当我见到你，你告诉我说你没看到她，我突然间的觉得你在说谎。但我不想再去追问。因为我觉得，你的解释是掩饰着你的在意。
你知道吗？刚刚我和他的谈话，你看见了。我并没有故意的隐藏。但我只想你了解，我并不是个没感情的人。往往过去的回忆能被收起，但不能忘记。既然选着了你，我会一心一意的对你。和他的谈话，并不代表着什么。然而你却为了这些而对我冷淡。然后说了些气话就掉头的走了。我会生气，但我更容易消气。我会不开心，但我只需要一个人静一静。我厌倦了每天苦着脸的恋爱。真的很累。
Love is like an alcoholic drink. We curious about it so we take a sip. As the taste go on, We slowly addicted with it though it is bitter but special enough. After a few more glasses, slowly we had drunk. When we are awake, we suffer from the dizziness and the pains. And soon, we leaved.
Do you remember when is the last maintenance of the pages of us? I don't ask for anything, because i am waiting. I don't tell you anything, because i am expecting. I don't cry, because i wish to smile. I don't smile because i am pain. I wish to remain the way i am because i believe that the one that make u fallen is the one i am right now. But you had slowly forgotten who am i.
突然的觉得，你好不了解我。突然的很想放弃。不如我们就结束吧。
I am back~
Actually i did hide something else to them, but i really dun wish to tell. Why? because i used to be alone? because i used to keep everything to myself? No, is because i dun wish to let others think that i am a weirdo. because i have my own priority. There is nothing much for me to explain with others since it is my life. But only YOU, why don't we meet earlier? at least let me have more times to be with you. I really dun feel like leaving. But what if i have to? i couldn't be so selfish. to drag u along and i afraid u will regret in the future. So finally, i had whisper to myself, i secretly make a promise to myself. If.... then i will..... Please do appreciate every moment that we have, please do cherish every seconds that we holding, Because we will have no idea the storming in front, because we will have no idea the blockage that exist, because i dun want to regret, at least let me have the sweetest of memory with you. at least allow me to be selfish for a period of time.Days are always bright when with you, night are always amazed when with you.
sea are always blue when with you, sky are always shine when with you.
because i born to have you by my side.
人生虽苦，但唯独你的陪伴来温存我的冰冷~
人生多难，但唯独你的出现来让我抗拒艰难~
人生虽短，但唯独你的记忆是我永生不忘~
人生多泪，但唯独为你流的泪也是一种甜蜜的滋味~
If one day, i had chose to leave. Trust me, i will never feel better than you. Because to give up someone you love is always harder than to love the one you care. But sometimes i was wondering, do we really suit to be together? i just tired of keep quarreling and i know u had given a big linearity on me. i am glad to have that too. But sometimes, i just need some kind of respect, i just need some other kind of caring. Dont you know that, when a gal said no, actually means yes? when a girl said dun want, means want? and do you know that, when a girl say owh, or ok. means she is unhappy? when a girl say its ok, means she is totally ko. But why guy do not understand eventhough it is as simple as a piece of cake? and one more thing, guy do change faster than a girl. For me, i think every relationship do change until it reaches a certain step. At first, both were sticky like an elephant glue. at the medium step, just the memory holding them back but the love that used to exist before was being deducted. at the final step, where marriage had been done. is a kind of responsibilities that holding each other tightly. But why do guy change faster than a girl?
男生总是在开始时，一直的付出，一直的贡献。但其实，如果你没把握，在一个月后，一年后，还能持续的这样，那就请不要那样。因为男生往往沉溺在爱里，而盲目的为了爱而做一切，但女生不一样。当你付出时，女生会习惯，久而久之的会期待。一直到哪天，男生真的变了，而女生却还是在等待。久了过后，就会形成了伤害。慢慢的变成了失望和绝望。女生不是存活在回忆里，只是她们都觉得，回忆里的你，是爱着自己的。I always remember the way u suddenly appear in front of me, just to give me surprise.
I always remember the sweet post u ever post on my wall, just to let me feel that u will think of me every seconds that u have.
i always remember the way u talk softly to me, like holding something that fragile, holding something that u cherish the most.
i always remember the way you look at me, like lots of words in your heart which unable to express in words.
But what do you remember?
What love can do?
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
Template by:
