its been a long time since my last post in my blog. It already 4.05am and i am still awake. Freaking mood less right now but what to do? There is no one outside that i can tell, there is no one outside that i could talk. Even if i willing to tell, but i dun think there is anyone out there that could understand. Quite a lot things that happened recently. add on to my burden but i believe this is what a human being created to. to twist their mind and to walk their life with their own way.
Actually i did hide something else to them, but i really dun wish to tell. Why? because i used to be alone? because i used to keep everything to myself? No, is because i dun wish to let others think that i am a weirdo. because i have my own priority. There is nothing much for me to explain with others since it is my life. But only YOU, why don't we meet earlier? at least let me have more times to be with you. I really dun feel like leaving. But what if i have to? i couldn't be so selfish. to drag u along and i afraid u will regret in the future. So finally, i had whisper to myself, i secretly make a promise to myself. If.... then i will..... Please do appreciate every moment that we have, please do cherish every seconds that we holding, Because we will have no idea the storming in front, because we will have no idea the blockage that exist, because i dun want to regret, at least let me have the sweetest of memory with you. at least allow me to be selfish for a period of time.
Days are always bright when with you, night are always amazed when with you.
sea are always blue when with you, sky are always shine when with you.
because i born to have you by my side.
人生虽苦,但唯独你的陪伴来温存我的冰冷~
人生多难,但唯独你的出现来让我抗拒艰难~
人生虽短,但唯独你的记忆是我永生不忘~
人生多泪,但唯独为你流的泪也是一种甜蜜的滋味~
If one day, i had chose to leave. Trust me, i will never feel better than you. Because to give up someone you love is always harder than to love the one you care. But sometimes i was wondering, do we really suit to be together? i just tired of keep quarreling and i know u had given a big linearity on me. i am glad to have that too. But sometimes, i just need some kind of respect, i just need some other kind of caring. Dont you know that, when a gal said no, actually means yes? when a girl said dun want, means want? and do you know that, when a girl say owh, or ok. means she is unhappy? when a girl say its ok, means she is totally ko. But why guy do not understand eventhough it is as simple as a piece of cake? and one more thing, guy do change faster than a girl. For me, i think every relationship do change until it reaches a certain step. At first, both were sticky like an elephant glue. at the medium step, just the memory holding them back but the love that used to exist before was being deducted. at the final step, where marriage had been done. is a kind of responsibilities that holding each other tightly. But why do guy change faster than a girl?
男生总是在开始时,一直的付出,一直的贡献。但其实,如果你没把握,在一个月后,一年后,还能持续的这样,那就请不要那样。因为男生往往沉溺在爱里,而盲目的为了爱而做一切,但女生不一样。当你付出时,女生会习惯,久而久之的会期待。一直到哪天,男生真的变了,而女生却还是在等待。久了过后,就会形成了伤害。慢慢的变成了失望和绝望。女生不是存活在回忆里,只是她们都觉得,回忆里的你,是爱着自己的。
I always remember the way u suddenly appear in front of me, just to give me surprise.
I always remember the sweet post u ever post on my wall, just to let me feel that u will think of me every seconds that u have.
i always remember the way u talk softly to me, like holding something that fragile, holding something that u cherish the most.
i always remember the way you look at me, like lots of words in your heart which unable to express in words.
But what do you remember?
What love can do?